Well, well, well. It looks like NONE of my band mates were in today which was excellent considering what I had ahead of me. I’m going to cut it short but it wasn’t pleasant but I am happy (in a way) of the overall outcome, I feel like absolute garbage but I want to be better very, very soon because I don’t want stuff like this getting in the way of my dream/aspiration.
I got to say, I did enjoy the time away from everyone else as it gave me way more time than usual to ‘reflect’ or as Jason would like to put it (which is well said I have to hand him that) “dwell in the dark”. I did end up getting some Stylistic Analysis done with Jason whilst he taught the rest of his class, working seems to get my mind off of a lot which is quality.
Essentially I spent my whole day alongside Jason which was very kind of him, this included coming with me to student support which wasn’t pleasant but him being there made it ten times easier, tolerable so to speak.
I tried my hardest not to waste the time I had being absolutely upset and I did my best, all that there is to do is move on and work hard with help from the best lecturers around!
Ellie Thornton Music 